The lyrics in the title of this blog is my favorite song, "Your Song", sung by Ewan McGregor in Moulin Rouge (which is my favorite movie). Go figure. I've never been a huge fan of musicals but Moulin Rouge is so magical to me. I always wanted to be able to sing when I was younger but was a ballerina instead. That's nothing to complain about though.
This blog is definitely not going the way I thought it would. I've written about absolutely nothing and haven't kept up with it. I guess that's what happens when everyone goes on Spring Break at work and you have nothing else to do. Then, the following week it's time to catch up on work. Way to go, Lauren.
Something disturbing to me: I received 2 invites today to bachelorette/wedding showers. Bleh! I'm happy for these girls but I'm not sure I'll ever be the girl who falls in love or feels butterflies or whatever that is. The only thing I feel with guys is anxiety about not wanting to go on that date or a nervous stomach before I send a text message to cancel. I sometimes feel that people push themselves to be with someone just to be in a relationship. You said I love you in 3 months???? Are you getting married to eventually be unhappy like the majority? Don't get me wrong, I've seen perfect couples who fit each other, but that's rare. The couples that work are unselfish and are willing to do anything to make that other person happy before themselves are the ones who work. Our every day lives wouldn't be so complicated if every person were like this. These are the people who wonder what went wrong....Go figure. I can admit that I'm a selfish person and any person that knows me well, knows this about me. A lot of people can't admit little things like that. It always comes back to haunt me though. Any person I date takes that for granted. It's like an excuse to get mad at me. That's not legit!!
I'm glad I'm getting out of town this weekend ***even though I go out of town every weekend :) My friend Kelly is turning 26 so we're celebrating by going to see Jason Boland at Cain's in Tulsa. I should definitely be in bed right now but honestly, my feather bed and bottom sheet are half way off my bed and I don't feel like fixing it. I've been cleaning all night but still am not satisfied with the results. Also, who stole my trashbags? I swore I had a whole box of them and all of a sudden I have none. By the way, I'm still living my life on the other side of the escalator. No really...Tonight I went to the mall and looked at one escalator and KNEW it was the ones going the opposite way I wanted to go so I walked over to the other one. Of course when I get there, it's the wrong one. What the hell? Hmm...I guess it's shower time because this is not going anywhere.
P.S. Let's try to elect some not-so-creepy legislators in Oklahoma. Okay bye :)
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